Love Me, Raine
A former flame. A convoluted, difficult history. Tristan is the dangerous complication she hoped to avoid.
Raine is ready for a fresh start and is excited about her move home. She’s not in the market for romance. Not when she has finally broken free of her last unhealthy entanglement. Especially not when she is struggling to give her daughter, Skye, the life she deserves.
When she encounters Tristan at a mutual friend’s party, she drinks one too many and gives into temptation. Afterwards, Raine convinces herself their hot interlude was just a fling, and she doesn’t have to see him again. Everything will be fine.
And it is, until she accepts her first big case. When Tristan Riagan joins the law firm and her boss assigns him to Raine’s team, she panics. Working with this man from her past is fraught with deep desires and intimate secrets that threaten to send her running a second time.
Chapter 1
Raine pasted on a smile as she stepped into the room. It seemed surreal that Blake was taking this leap, especially in marrying a woman he’d barely mentioned.
Maybe she should have expected it. It wasn’t like she narrated the details of her life to him on a regular basis, either. The distance between her and her law school friend had grown, not only measured by the kilometres between Vancouver and Toronto, but also by their dwindling calls.
She spotted Blake’s familiar figure across the room and waved, weaving her way toward him as he grinned and headed her way.
They met in the middle, and Blake crushed her in a bear hug. “You came,” he said as he scooped her up and spun her around.
Raine’s cheeks flushed, and she was grateful when he set her on her feet. She wriggled free, placing her palm against his chest and pushing him back a step. “I’m happy to see you too.”
The man’s grin widened, and he kissed her cheek. With his hand firmly on her shoulders, he said, “It’s been far too long.”
Five eventful years. “Congrats,” she said. “Where’s the lucky lady?”
“Off visiting.” He motioned over his shoulder, keeping his gaze fixed on her. “No plus one?”
“Well, I wasn’t going to invite him.”
“I suppose not,” Blake said. “What happened with him, anyway?”
She grimaced. “Long story.”
“Another time, then. I thought you might be dating someone new.”
Or maybe never. Raine had analyzed the broken relationship ad nauseam with both her friend Charlotte and her therapist, and she was over it. Another discussion about Mitch would drive her insane. “Who has the time to meet anyone, between a move across the country and starting a new job?”
“True.” He smiled. “Wow, you look amazing, considering.”
“Thanks, I think.” She fought the urge to roll her eyes as she accepted a flute of champagne from a passing server. “Your engagement pictures are beautiful. I’d love to meet Polly.”
“Sure, sure.” He tipped back his glass. “She’s tied up right now, but I’d love to grab lunch one day.”
“Wonderful.” Raine pulled out her phone. “Put in your new number, and I’ll call.”
He glanced over his shoulder. “I’d better call you. Gotta run, but next week, okay?” Blake leaned in, brushing her cheek with his lips. “Good to see you.” He cast another look behind him, then strode away.
Raine frowned, unable to hide her disappointment as he tucked his arm around a petite woman with wavy auburn hair. “Well, glad I came,” she muttered as the woman, who could only be Polly, gave her an icy stare. If that look was any indication, she might not see Blake for months. Perhaps even years. “Nothing ever happened,” she whispered under her breath. She drained her drink, immediately grabbing another from a passing server’s tray.
In some weird way, she’d expected to slip back into her former life, but everything seemed changed. She didn’t even know why she’d even been invited. Sighing, she finished her champagne, ready to call it a night.
“She’s got his ball’s bound tight.”
The familiar voice made Raine turn, her heart pounding as she looked up into entrancing amber eyes. The sight of the dark-haired six-foot-two hunk of man candy practically set her aflame. Stay strong, stay strong. “Who?” she asked, resisting the urge to fan herself.
“Blake’s fiancée,” Tristan said, motioning toward the happy couple with his champagne flute. “Surprised she allowed him to invite you.”
“He’s not allowed his own guests?”
“Only her specially approved ones.” His wink sent traitorous feelings quivering through her.
“How did you slip through the net?”
“No idea. Must be the quest for additional wedding gifts.” He quirked a brow. “Anyway, she doesn’t need to worry about me swooping in and stealing him away.”
She scrunched her nose at the implication. “I’m zero threat.”
“Except,” Tristan said, his lips twitching, “you’re his sexy, single, and undeniably gorgeous law school crush. Tough to compete with the woman who spent all those hours cavorting through the city, sneaking out for midnight snacks, and whatever other mischief you two got into.”
“Bygones. We were only friends, remember?”
“Oh, I sure do, but someone should remind him.” Tristan slipped an arm around her waist, leaning in to whisper, “Blake has the hots for you, or have you forgotten?”
She swayed and steadied herself against his broad chest. His closeness, the masculine scent of him, shook her to the core and brought memories rushing in. She’d forgotten nothing. When she closed her eyes, she still pictured the delicious Tristan Riagan tangled in her sheets, she still longed to caress his scruffy jawline, she still …
“Raine?”
She opened her eyes, battling the dangerous tingle between her thighs. No. Keep it in check. “Blake spared me barely two minutes. He’s over it.”
“The looks coming our way say otherwise.”
Raine stretched to peek around Tristan, but he pulled her closer. “What are you doing?” she whispered.
“Managing his expectations,” he said in a low voice, “and those of the groomsmen on the prowl.”
Rolling her eyes, she wriggled free. “Like I need some dude acting the part of big brother.”
“Brother? Fuck, no,” he said, his brows rising, “but Blake’s glaring at me like a jealous boyfriend.”
“I don’t need a protector.” She spun and hurried toward the door. Ah, the irony of Tristan as my white knight. The man was an enticing habit of the worst sort. One moment you thought you’d come out victorious, only to be lured back by the feel-good promise. Even this brief encounter sent a thrill through her, a longing, a burning desire to wrap herself around him and hold on tight. No telling the pathetic state she’d land in if she didn’t run.
“Rainey. Wait!”
She sped up, scarcely making it through the door before he caught her wrist. Spinning, she wrenched herself free of his grasp and clutched her arm to her chest. “Don’t manhandle me.” She straightened and lifted her chin, ready to stare him down.
“Sorry. Sorry.” His raised his hands in a sign of surrender and stepped back, seeming to read her need for space. “Are you okay?”
She closed her eyes, taking a long breath before she shook her head. “It’s fine … I-I …” Hate being grabbed.
Tristan reached out slowly and ran a warm hand down her arm, pausing to rub her wrist. When she didn’t flinch, he moved closer, pulling her into an embrace. “I’d never hurt you,” he said against her hair.
A shudder swept through her, the words sweet to her ears. Except a pile of old scars were about to be torn wide open. “It’s not that simple.” She lifted her chin, longing to share her deepest secrets. To shout her truths to the universe. She shivered, the good and bad of this unexpected opportunity fully dawning on her. “Tristan, there’s—”
“Plenty of time,” he said waving a hand. “Let me buy you a drink to make up for my stupid comment.”
“In there?” She motioned to the door. “Thanks, but I’m not in the mood.”
“Me neither, but there’s a pub down the street.” He swept a hand through his hair. “Please? One drink.”
“It’s never just one.”
“It can be.”
Would it hurt to have one drink with the man and see how his life turned out? Set our past to rest? Even if it could never be that simple? “One,” she said, holding up her index finger, “singular, sole, only. Got it?”
He nodded. “Deal.”
Still, she battled her instinct to run, to keep her secrets locked deep where he’d never find them. Tristan meant something, was important to her, even if she dreaded sharing exactly what he’d given her, or how she treasured their time together. The consequences of letting him into her life might be devastating, tearing everything to shreds.
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Raine settled at a table while Tristan headed toward the bar and ordered their drinks.
She sighed, unable to stop staring at his broad shoulders and the way his dark hair curled over the collar of his suit jacket. Things hadn’t changed much with him, at least on the outside. I must be crazy, courting disaster like this. If she were smarter, she’d have followed her instincts and gone home.
He set her drink in front of her and sat, studying her for several seconds. “To old friends.” He tapped his glass against hers, then leaned back, eyeing her as he sipped his dark ale. “When do you fly home to Toronto?”
Raine fiddled with her napkin, searching for courage. “Vancouver is home.” She focussed on her vodka and cranberry. “How about you?”
“You moved back and didn’t bother to call,” he said softly.
“I didn’t think you’d want to hear my voice.”
“It’s great to hear your voice,” he said. “I often wondered how you were doing. How long have you been back?”
“It’s only been a few weeks.” Six, to be exact. “It’s tough starting a new job.”
“Uh huh,” he said in a low voice. “Good thing I ran into you, or I wouldn’t have known.”
She gulped a mouthful of the tart mixture, now regretting her insistence on it being just one drink. A double would go down well, layering nicely over the champagne and dulling some of the pain in her heart. Time to steer this away from dangerous topics. “Where did you say you lived?”
“Victoria. I have a flight on Sunday.”
She digested this information, relieved he lived on Vancouver Island, not in the city. Having a large body of water between them was almost as comforting as having several provinces separating them.
“Sorry about earlier,” he said. “I’m not that kind of guy.”
“Forget about it,” she said, forcing a cheery note into her voice. “So, Blake getting married. Crazy.” She almost missed the fleeting, concerned look he gave her. Trust Tristan to read me better than I’d like.
“Well, he passed the big three-oh last year, so he’s ready to settle down and have kids.”
“Well, that’s one baby shower I won’t be attending.” After the glare from Polly, she figured she’d never be invited.
He chuckled. “Yeah, maybe not. How about you? Any plans to settle down? Pop out a couple of babies?”
She twirled a stray wisp of hair around her fingertip. To tell, or not to tell? “I’m fresh out of a relationship,” she said. “You?”
“Who has time for a wife and kids right now? And no, I’m not involved with anyone.”
Raine filed away his comment about the wife and kids, settling on ‘not to tell.’
He levelled a look at her. “Was the relationship serious?”
Raine blinked against the burn of impending tears. If he only knew. She swallowed hard against the lump in her throat, and shrugged. “Serious enough, I suppose.”
“Want to talk about it?”
She shook her head. Absolutely not. Especially not with him. The entire thing was embarrassing enough without baring her soul along with the traumatic events from the past two years to Tristan.
“If you ever do …” He sighed and pointed at the nearby pool table. “How about a game?”
“I’m not dressed for it.” She looked down at her scarlet cocktail dress, which she’d paired with the Louboutin stilettos purchased with her signing bonus.
“That’s never stopped you before.” Tristan rose and grabbed two pool cues. “Just a quick game.”
Raine scrunched her nose, but stood and accepted the cue. This scenario felt incredibly familiar. Tristan. One drink. A quick game. Except she vowed that this time, the night would end differently. This time, she’d avoid messy entanglements. This time, she’d stay strong.
Tristan racked the balls. “Break, Rainey.”
“Stop calling me that.” Eyeing him, she leaned over the table, aware that her dress rode up, revealing her tanned, toned thighs. She lined up the shot as Tristan circled around behind her. That’s it. Take a good look at what you gave up. With a smooth stroke, she sent the balls racing across the felt, grinning at the solid thunks as she sank two stripes.
“Lucky shot.”
“Nope. That’s pure skill.” She trailed her fingers along the padded edge, calculating angles before she called her next shot, and then sank the ball into the left side pocket.
“Mmm.” His low hum of approval caused an involuntary shiver. “You’ve still got it.”
Damn right, I do. The past five years of her life had only made her stronger, and she planned to flaunt it. Her steps to their table were as calculated as those of a model on a catwalk, her hips swaying gently. Don’t look at him. Don’t check to see his reaction. She downed her drink, again wishing for a double so she could numb the feelings she didn’t want to feel. Still, she could play with the best of them, and not tip her hand. Her burgeoning law career had taught her that much.
Tristan propped himself against the neighbouring pool table, lids lowered, making him hard to read. “Take your next shot.”
“Don’t rush me.”
He lifted a shoulder, then waved at the bartender, holding up two fingers.
“We agreed. One drink.” Raine wagged a finger at Tristan, but the man behind the bar was already pouring vodka over ice.
His lips twitched. “We’re not rushing, right?”
She curled her lip and added a slight eye roll as she narrowed them. “You, being presumptuous. Quelle surprise.”
He chuckled. “You’re adorable when you pretend to be annoyed.”
Smothering a snort, she turned away. “You’re so transparent,” she muttered. If the man thought his taunt would rile her, he was mistaken. She peeked over her shoulder.
The way he looked at her convinced her she’d caught him staring at her ass. Her saucy eye flutter and wink combination earned his self-satisfied smirk.
Game on, dude. Game. On. Turning away, she searched for her next move in both games, while her head buzzed. Being a lightweight in the drinking department wasn’t helping.
“Rainey,” Tristan said, now standing right beside her.
She clutched the cue, struggling to calm her racing pulse. The man had sneaked up, catching her off guard and interrupting the emotional ping pong match playing out in her head. Get it together. He’ll think you’ve gone nuts.
“Looks like you could use this.” He held out her fresh vodka cranberry. “Calm those nerves.”
Keep breathing, keep breathing. “My nerves are fine, thanks.” She locked her knees to combat the trembling, trying to stay unaffected by the delicious smell of his familiar aftershave. Funny, I didn’t notice that distinct, musky scent before. She sucked down two large mouthfuls of her drink, twitching at the burn. “That’s a generous double.”
Tristan squinted, but slid an arm around her waist. “I’ve got you, Raine. Tell me what you need.”
Her world spun, all the lonely nights and struggles threatening to unravel her alcohol-addled mind. She turned, winding an arm around his neck and kissing him, tangling her tongue with his. The way he pulled her against him sent a thrill tingling down her spine, the taste of him further weakening her knees.
At first, he kissed her back, but seconds later, he pulled away. He removed his arms from his neck but caught her hands and drew them his chest. “Slow down.”
She cringed, heat flaming its way up her neck and straight into her cheeks. “Sorry. I don’t know what got into me.” Except too much alcohol. “I should go.”
“Or stay.” He lifted her chin with one finger, studying her for several seconds before he murmured, “This is all sorts of crazy.”
Raine felt pinned, the intensity of the hunger in his eyes making her stomach clenched. “Yes,” she whispered. She licked her lips, worried he might reject her, yet equally worried he’d accept her invitation.
He brushed her cheek, leaning in and nipping her bottom lip before he kissed her, deep and slow.
She revelled in his gentleness, his scent, and the heat of his hard body. Desire flared to life in a way she missed.
A low wolf whistle wrenched her back to her surroundings.
It seemed to do the same for Tristan. He pressed his forehead against hers. “To be continued?”
“Mmmhmmm.”
“Hold that thought.” He put the cues on the rack and paid their bill. Moments later, he returned and tugged her toward the door.
This was craziness incarnate. I’d lost my mind. Yet, what would it hurt? It was one night, just one night, and she’d never see him again.
Thanks for reading! I hope you enjoyed this small sample of my upcoming novel, Love Me, Raine, which is slated to be released November 30, 2021. The second book in the Love Me Collection, this is an erotic romance, with plenty of open door steamy scenes, dirty bedroom talk, and plenty of romance.
Love Me, Raine is a full-length novel, intended for adult audiences. Join Raine and Tristan as they search for their happily-ever-after.
Love Me, Raine
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Tessa DeVante writes Steamy & Erotic Romance. When she’s not getting her leading ladies into difficult situations or otherwise stirring up their lives, she enjoys spending time in the great outdoors.
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